Curhat

hallo, bloggers! kayanya gua selalu nulis pas malem-malem yah, malah udah tengah malem nih haha emang lebih enak nulis malem-malem gini lagian waktu lebih banyak. sekarang gua pengen curhat di sini. 

udah tau kan ttg cowo yang gua suka yang gua ceritain kemarin? yapp he's mr.krab

gua rasa gua udah nyerah deh deketin dia abis susah banget. gua udah melakukan berbagai macam tindakan modus tapi tetep aja dia gak ngerasa, tetep aja cuek kaya biasa. gua jg udah coba kasi perhatian kaya kasi tau tugas-tugas skolah itu di broadcast di bbm tetep aja ga ada hasilnya. modus gitu kan cuma biar gua bisa bbman sama dia. bbman sih ada tapi ya sebentar bgt cuma ngebahas seputar tugas skolah yg gua kasi tau aja ga lebih. ada sekali kita bbman lama tapi gua masih ngerasa blm puas. yaiyalah blm puas, org dianya aja blsnya cuek gitu, sakit ati jg gua. baru kmarin di twitter jg sehabis gua bbm dia, lumayan lama sih kita mentionan pake bahasa daerah kita, ya karna kampung kita emg sama. tapi itu jg ga lama-lama bgt. ngebahasnya jg ttg yang ga jelas. ga kaya org pdkt banget. cape gua jg, gatau gimana lagi caranya yah. pasrah deh gua, stop berharap stop usaha. emg sih usaha gua baru-baru ini aja, maklum kalo masih blm ada hasilnya tapi ya mau sampe kapan gua usaha kalo ga ada hasilnya gitu? dia emang udah cinta mati sama anak kls 1 itu, ya susah emang mau dideketin jg. mending gua udahan deh ngejer dia, cape ati cape pikiran, bikin orang galau tiap hari. seharusnya kan cwo ngejer cewe bukannya cewe ngejer cowo, tp kalo gua nunggu dia yg ngejer gua, mau nunggu sampe kapan? sampe kiamat? sampe kiamat pun gua rasa dia ga bakal ngejer gua ya.

sedih bgt masalah percintaan gua, ga pernah berhasil. selalu berakhir dengan menyakitkan ckck

Mr.****

What will you feel if someone that you love doesn't know that you love him? you just feel afraid to tell the truth, afraid if he doesn't love you back? That's exactly what i feel right now.

right now, i like my friend, he's my classmate at school. i liked him since the first time i was in the second grade of senior high school. i don't know why i liked him, there's just no reason. i don't know how to do with my feeling. i can't tell him about my feeling, i'm afraid that if he know our friendship will broke, not like usual. i'm afraid that he will feel strange to me. i just can keep this feeling by myself. there's some friends that know my feeling, sometimes i need to talk to them to make me feel better. they're really help me with their advice. they're a real friend. i need to thank them. 

hope it will be better in time :)

About HIM :)

Udah lama banget gua ga nulis di blog nih, emang males sih lagian juga udah lupa kalo punya blog :p kalo bukan karna tadi abis baca novel tentang blog mah ga bakal deh gua buka nih blog lagi haha kadang-kadang aja suka lupa passwordnya apaan hehe


Sekarang gua pengen nulis nih mengenai seseorang. I'm his secret admire :) gua suka sama seseorang, tapi sukanya diem-diem aja. gua kan orangnya pemalu gitu, jadi ga berani deh kalo suka gitu diumbar-umbar ke mana-mana takutnya juga dia tahu trus illfeel kan ga enak juga, malah merusak persahabatan aja jadi ya cukup dengan suka diem" gini aja deh. emang terkadang rasanya cape juga suka diem-diem gini tapi ya mau gimana lagi gua ga punya keberanian buat ngomong. dia juga udah lama suka sama cewe, cewe yang dia suka itu ade kelas gua di skolah, si cowo juga kayanya suka banget sama ade kelas gua itu jadi ya kesempatan ga ada kali ya buat gua. mungkin suatu saat nanti dia tau kalo gua suka sama dia, tapi yang penting taunya ga sekarang deh. kalo jodoh mah ga bakal ke mana-mana :)


Mr.KRab 

H-3

Today is Tuesday, it means that 3 days more is my birthday. I can't wait till that day come haha :p My birthday is on Friday, yeah it's weekend but although Friday is weekend but i still must go to school ukhhh -_- and on Friday i must take a vocal group class at school so I can't go home earlier ckck but i still feel happy that i can celebrate my birthday with all if my friends at school. It sounds really amazing so I really can't wait. I want that day can come faster haha :D For my birthday, me and my friends will watch movie on Saturday or Sunday, maybe we will watch a movie there and i'll pay the ticket. I think it sounds really good plan haha I'll go there with my bestfriend, my friends since i was in junior high school :) And for my my classmates maybe me and my classmates will get some lunch in pizza hut. Uhhh i think it's very delicious haha :) I really can't wait till friday comes!! I love my birthdayyyyyy <3<3 God bless me always :D

See you again bloggers :DDD 

Facts About Indonesia

Did you know, that with more than 250.000.000 people, Indonesia is the 4th most populated country in the world?

Did you know, that there are 316 ethnic groups which speak 670 dialects in Indonesia?

Did you know that it is forbidden not to have a religion in Indonesia? (doesn’t matter which one as long as you have one)

Did you know, that there are around 400 volcanoes in Indonesia, and 150 out of them are active, which represents 75% of all active volcano on the planet? (so only 50 for the rest of the world)

Did you know, that Indonesia is more than 5.000 kilometres long? (which is an average length for a continent)

Did you know, that Indonesia has the longest coastline in the world, with 100.000 kilometres long?

Did you know, that Indonesia is probably the last country in the world, which has still unexplored territories, and is not completely mapped? (especially around Irian Jaya)

Did you know, that there are 17.508 islands in Indonesia, which is the largest Archipelago in the world?

Did you know, that if you could spend only 1 day on each island of Indonesia, you would need 48 years to see all of them? (transportation between islands not counted)

Did you know, that on the 17.508 islands, only 6.000 have a name, and only 1.000 are inhibited?

Did you know, that there are 25% of the world coral reefs in Indonesia?

Did you know, that on the 4.500 species of reef fishes existing in the oceans worlwide, around 3.500 of them have been identified in Indonesia?

Did you know, that Indonesia has the biggest underwater biodiversity in the world?

Did you know, that Indonesia is the 2nd largest global biodiversity (water + land + air) after Brazil?

About Tuesday :)

Halooo semuanyaaaa :D udah beberapa hari ini gua gak nulis nih, abis ulangan sama tugas banyak banget. Tugas-tugas sekolah gua pun jadi keteteran semua ckck untung tugas buat besok ga banyak, trus udah slese sih, jadi hari ini bisa agak bebas hehe lumayan sehari daripada gak sama sekali kan hehe :D

Hari ini nothing's special sih, tadi itu ada ulangan Bahasa Indonesia sama Bahasa Mandarin, bisa sih sebenernya kerjainnya, cuman di ulangan Bahasa Mandarin gua agak puyeng, berasa susah ulangannya -__- trus waktunya juga kurang ya cuma 1 jem, malah dikasih kesempatan boleh buka buku cuman text book aja, karena buka buku gitu jadi abis-abisin waktu, selese sih kerjaannya cuma gua gak gitu yakin sama jawabannya, mungkin malah banyak yang salah di bagian PGnya, essaynya juga sih, walaupun jawab pertanyaan gitu, tapi bikin bingung -__- optimis gak remed ajasih hehe :D

Quote for today :D

Jalanilah hidup yang kita punya sekarang ini dan syukurilah apa yang sudah kita miliki, sebab hidup ini hanya akan terjadi satu kali, kita tidak dapat mengetahui apa yang akan terjadi pada esok hari, apakah kita akan tetap dapat hidup di dunia ini atau kita harus berada di tempat yang lain, apakah yang kita miliki akan tetap menjadi milik kita atau menjadi milik orang lain.